When I have sleep paralysis (which is super rare for me), it’s not scary, just weird. But this time it was different. The moment the sleep paralysis was over (which was recently), I wanted to go back into it so bad so I could see him in front of me. I fell in love with someone so hard but we don’t talk anymore. I miss him. A lot..! That’s the only way I can even see him. In my hallucinations.