i’m so sorry lala. i’m sorry for not visiting you as often as you should, for not caring for you as a friend. sorry for not worrying about you more when you were sick. sorry for leaving you in your last few days. you can rest easy now angel. no more pain, no more coughs, no more firework noises. i’m sorry. i love you so much. you’re the best companion i could ever ask for, even if i don’t deserve you.