soup, im sorry i couldnt be enough for you. im sorry i kept messing everything up im sorry i couldnt help you enough im really sorry about everything. ive tried everything to maintain our friendship but it seems ive tried too much. i just – dont want to lose you. you’re my bestest friend but ive become too attached. i love you, but im too scared to tell you that. i never wanted this, i never did. i just wanted to have you as a friend i can rely on, open up to, why did it have to be so complicated.? i really wish we didnt have to bump into each other. i wouldnt be a problem to you anymore. again, i am really sorry for everything, i hope you find someone who you’d get along better with, someone who can look out for you, someone who would do a better job than i did.